I believe my last post sounded hopeful about Clementine’s condition.
Unfortunately, she got worse. After many more blood tests and medications, Clementine continued to have severe diarrhea, she wasn’t eating well, she was vomiting up her medicines, she was lethargic, and her blood tests showed that her red blood cell and platelet counts were alarmingly low. We saw the vet last week and were given a “last resort” medicine, Doxycycline, but we could not get her to keep it down. She was deteriorating rapidly and it hurt so bad to see that.
So, a friend of Deryck’s volunteers at the SPCA and he suggested surrendering her to them and they could give her the medications through an IV, keep her hydrated and fed, and perform a few more tests. And if they don’t think they can save her, they will euthanize her. We decided that was the best option and surrendered her yesterday afternoon. It seems cruel that we “abandoned” her when she needed us the most, but we knew we that if we couldn’t get her to eat or take medicine she wouldn’t last long.
The house seems so empty. I know she was “just” a dog, but she was our first daughter, sort of. She was a good little companion to have around. She followed me everywhere in the house, even when she was so sick that it was hard for her to walk, she would get up and slowly follow me to whichever room I was in.
In honor of our dear little puppy, here’s a list of things about her, some of which we loved and some of which were irksome:
::Her underbite.
::Her crooked teeth.
::Her habit of barking at men and children.
::Her silky ears.
::Her crooked front legs.
::Her habit of having accidents under the end table where all of our electrical cords were plugged into a power strip.
::Her “puppy sounds.”
::How she would perk up and bark when she heard the word “daddy.”
::Her favorite toys: the purple monkey, the horsey, the poop tart.
::How she would stand with her front paws on the radiator and look out the window.
::How she liked to sit on the windowsill on the front porch.
::How much she loved other dogs.
::How she tilted her head back and forth whenever we talked to her.
::How she was unable to completely cover her teeth with her lips.
::How she would bring her food bowl to us when it was empty.
::The “puppy two-step,” the little dance she would do when she was excited, moving sideways and twisting her head back and forth.
::How much she loved sweet potatoes.
::How people were always asking us what kind of dog she was.
::How she never smelled bad.
::How she loved to sit in front of the a/c vents in the car.
::Her habit of sniffing into the wind outside.
::How she would go potty when we said “find a spot, Clemmie.”
::Cinnamon puppy (when she curled up into a tiny little ball to sleep).
::How she used to carry her bed from room to room in order to be comfy.
::How much she loved playing with Sailor, Annie, and Sophie at Custom Cast when I worked there.
::How much she loved Becky.
I’ve got to stop. This is making me cry.
I miss you so much, puppy girl.
Love, Mommy